I knew I shouldn’t have had that red bull.
my mind is in overdrive, but my body is telling me it’s time to shut the fuck down.
Maybe I’ll take some sleeping pills and have weird ass dreams.
Wait, I have to wake up early for work. Balls. :(
call me super glue cause holy shit do i get attached
I am awake (barely)
I work better in the early hours of the morning.
I think better in the early hours of the morning.
Perhaps it’s because most of the world is asleep,
So I’m not confused by the thoughts of other people.
Perhaps that is my problem,
thinking that all the thoughts that course through my mind are mine.
Perhaps all those thoughts don’t actually belong to me.
Perhaps I’m listening too well to everyone else.
The curse of an empath, I presume.
Always feeling feelings that don’t belong to me.
Always feeling feelings others may not want me to feel.
Or perhaps I’m not feeling at all.
How is one to feel, when they are overwhelmed by feelings?
Especially those feelings that don’t belong.
The ones taking up the time and space of the actual feelings.
The feelings I should pay more attention to.
Tell me now,
How does one turn it on and off.
My mind is at ease right now,
But no one is awake.
Except my rats…. Perhaps.
Or maybe they’re asleep too.
Perhaps I should sleep.