I had a meltdown earlier today. It was pretty fucking stupid. I re-worked my bad hand. I tossed a bunch of shit EVERYWHERE. I just got hella frustrated.
I know that there are people that are worse off than I am. I know that there are people that don’t have food, don’t have a house, that don’t have ANYTHING; I’m not trying to grumble or compare my situation with theirs, but I need to fucking vent.
I feel selfish being this enraged and frustrated. I feel embarrassed because I’m willing to throw away a friendship over petty bullshit.
But I went to a meeting and the stories shared really brought me back to reality.
I start work in 4 hours and I’m no where near home. lol.
I’m stoked on life though.
There’s been so many things going on lately, I’ve been M.I.A. from my life in a general sense. I need to check back into reality
When someone reminds you of how important you are to them, how they still care for and love you, it’s like so much weight has been lifted off of your shoulders. A big relief that they’re still there. Reassuring, it’s a good feeling.
|—||Phillip Seymour Hoffman (via vaguepassion)|